Personal Entries
not-so-public public diary
February, 16th, Monday 2025

Do you ever just feel like you and a friend are slowly drifting apart, and the more you try to connect with them the more detached their responses are, and you're missing the times that you had with them. Or you even just want to get rid of them from your memory so that you don't really feel like this anymore.

I really just wanna reconnect, but I don't know how to and I feel like I'm just driving them further and further away. Maybe we should break contact. we should just stop i think they've moved on from me. i should move on too. i really wanna break rn

February, 13th, Friday 2025

Waaaaaaaa my first entry thingy. I'm planning on having dedicated colors to signify my headmates thoughts and stuff, maybe even different fonts. Guess who's who based on that heh. That'd be nice. I'm not sure what to write about because today wasn't that eventful. Although a running theme would be that I have no money and I'm a starving artist. But that's okay because I'm working on trying to earn enough money. I wanna buy things but I buy food which I shouldn't but do anyways. ;-;

I do too many things, but not the right things. My mind is going pretty fast sometimes, like how right now I think I have two cavities which suck because I don't have a dental appointment until Mid-March so I'll have to suck it up. Just gotta brush away the cavities or something. I love sweets too much. maybe that's why i'm a big back chud ;c

The urge to just relapse and find a tist that makes me bad goes hard like I can't even.

I could let Maki yap but I think that would be too much information, but we're hung up on a person and we're feeling pretty Teto on baumkuchen end credits.

we shouldn't even be hung up about em lol, it's not worth it plus we don't do that type of stuff anymore, I strictly forbid us from doing that again

I still feel like we should talk to em, tell em that we don't do that but we still wanna do the stuff like the hypnosis and the brainwashing and the stuff

I'm tired of thinking about em so let's just no today yea? oogh that sucks that it's also close to valentines day. such bad timing LOL